I am dying to move out dorm, and it gonna come ture!!! I'm soooooooo exciting!!! We (Chloe, Me, Ian, Winnie) are find a new home~~ YAYAYAYAYA~~~ and Next semester, we can have our own space and have crazy parties!!! I can't believe it~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH~~~ Anyway, I'm in good mood now~

       Tomorrow, we have lunch meeting with our teather, Alex, and we prepare a lot of "interesting" questions for him.(Maybe he won't think so.) Hope we can have a good time.

      This week is the 46th School Anniversary, and there are a series of programs, like fashion show. It hold on 3/10 and 3/11. I have seen it today, and some groups do a really good job. Their works are filled with innovation and creation, and I even can't image that are done by my school's students. It's so good to see the fashion show. Otherwise, I am also glad to participate in class game. Recently, though we spare our time to practice, but we have the chance to know each other more. I have a lot of fun, and believe we will get good grade on that day. Tomorrow, there is another fashion show, and that's for graduated students. I'll go to see and enjoy that.

     I'm so so so hungry NOW!!!  I need you~~~

      My cold is getting better.

      Everything in my life that I thought terrible is getting better, including relay racing, renting house, saving money, collecting my favorite authors' books, preparing for tests...etc. It seems I should be satisfied, because I have already gotten so much that I shouldn't have excuses for my life. But I always can find something new to drive myself crazy!!!

      At least, I'm fine, now. I just want to persuade myself, "Don't worry."

      I get the bad temper back, and it seems won't leave for a while. I need more time to take care myself, and adjust my tempo to challenge and fight the devil in my mind.

 I HATE YOU HATE YOU HATE YOU!!!!!

LEAVE ME ALONG ALONG ALONG!!!!!

      Then I'll be back.

Good Night to myself.

      Nobody is awake but me.

      Weather is weird and changeable.

      Every week passes so soon, and I always lack time. I better start to do something, but finally I leave so much haven't finished. This situation makes me feel fatigue and endless.  Monday to Friday, I try to study hard, till weekend, I try to work hard. When can I have a really deep breath for myself?  Anyway, trying to be a optimist is not so easy as I think.

      I don't know if there are some problem with my computer, because the internet doesn't work fast. I'm not that kind of person without patience, but it's toooooooooo slow!!! Hope it's not virus.

      Tomorrow, Wednesday, we will be together for practicing relay racing. We have get together for practicing "Funny Games" on Monday, and it's so good and interesting to play with each other. Hope we can get the champion, weather relay or Funny Games. But I think "Funny Games" may have more possibility.

      It's time to bed, I don't want to be late again.

      Each assignment of English courses is a challenge, especially Ms. Aiden's, and thousands of my brain cells would suicide to make a complete essay.  At least, the result is worth, even the process is really suffering.

      Fortunately, choosing topic and searching data is not so difficult, but seiving and arranging suitable info always is my weak part.  Sometimes I would like to write certain part that I think it's interesting, but it doesn't relate to topic. In the end, I really want to change topic to write what I'm interested.

      Also vocabulary is my problem. I hate to repeat words in essay, because it seems I am this kind of person without knowledge, even though I indeed am. In addition, it causes essay be dull and verbose, so pick right word is essencial.

      Every time, I finish one essay, I must feel my English ability is not as good as a college student should be. It really make me depressed.  Anyway, it seems my brain cells destined to suicide, I hope thier sacrifice could be valuable.

      It's really SUCK!!  Today, my class has a meeting, but some didn't show up. That caused we couldn't discuss and decide where and when would be our graduated trip. In other word, we showed up and wasted our time, but didn't accmplish motions that we were supposed.

      We were following to practice relay race for 3/13, the celebration of university. I'm glad most of classmates who participate in showed themselves, but some were still absent. It maked me very feel powerless.  I don't think it's too hard to get everyone together, especially the leader had announced couple days ago. That means those abcent classmates didn't care those dull event, or they won't join the class.

      I think that really hurt the leader. Maybe she looks optimistic, but if they walk in leader's shoes, they would know respecting other is necessary!! I guess I'm too sensitive, but those two events above really make me feel terrible. I hope someday all of we can get together and do our best to accomplish something, weather relay race or graduated trip.

      TONIGHT, it's a ragually depressed day, and Chloe and I decide to have a touched talking. Anyway, I feel really good to drop lots of tears and get the balance of emotion. Try to be a delightful person!  

      First, there are a very unbelievable problem with my breakfast!  This moring, I ordered pieces of toast with bacon and egg, and Chloe ordered pieces of toast with egg and ¦×ÃP. It was too ridiculous that clerk forgot to put bacon in my toast, and forgot to put egg in Chloe's toast, TOO!!! It's too weird that eating toast with bacon and egg, but NO bacon inside...

      This semester, I seem lack of time.  Maybe I were too lazy before, so I am not used this speed of life. I think it's good to me, or I will be laggard. Especially on Tuesday, I have 8 clourses, and I think thousands of my brain cells die on Tuesday!! Anyway, I better catch up this speed, or I cannot have ideal school life. I also take economics this semester, but it's opened by other department. I think I should take more business courses, and try to train and use my English skills on. It's important and useful, especially on job. 

      Chloe and I consider to move out dormitory next semester. Actually, our dorm is not pool, but the problem is its location. It's too far to university and traffic also is the point. Whenever, there are artics on the way to university!!! Everyday, Chloe and I take risk to go to school, and we really think we have to move away this dangerous area! Otherwise, it's too inconvenience to downtown, and we consider to move to downtown. GEE~ I really hope I can GET OUT of this dorm, and I'm tired of this environments!

      By the way, I'm so gold that there are more and more classmates join bravenet and get their own journal. I hope everyone in class can enjoy sharing life on Internet, and finally we can train English writing skills by writing diary.

      P.S.: Anyone can tell me how to say ¦×ÃP in English......

      It's too weird to write my journal on net, and I am still not able to used to share my personal life. Finally, I can figure out the connection of most link, and it's really take me much time. But it's quite fun frankly. Maybe trying to check out every word's meanings really drives me crazy, but the outcome also makes me feel satisfied~!!   

      Today, I get some pics taken on 2/2 with my friends, and there are many funny pics. Every time I see those pics with my bodies, and I always feel depressed and so miss them.  Sometimes, I truely hope time can stop and everything won't change, then I can be delighted as before forever. But nothing will wait for me, and that is I should change myself.  At this moment, I see those pics, and I realise the importance of taking beautiful pictures in anytime. I can't believe that finding a great pic of mine is so difficult, so I think I should grab any chance of taking pics afterward.

      By the way, my roommate, Chloe, is in terribly bad mood, and I really hope she can be cool as soon as possible... Don't take your head to hit wall anymore !!

      It's midnight, I should go to bed. I hope I won't be late tomorrow!!!