Each assignment of English courses is a challenge, especially Ms. Aiden's, and thousands of my brain cells would suicide to make a complete essay.  At least, the result is worth, even the process is really suffering.

      Fortunately, choosing topic and searching data is not so difficult, but seiving and arranging suitable info always is my weak part.  Sometimes I would like to write certain part that I think it's interesting, but it doesn't relate to topic. In the end, I really want to change topic to write what I'm interested.

      Also vocabulary is my problem. I hate to repeat words in essay, because it seems I am this kind of person without knowledge, even though I indeed am. In addition, it causes essay be dull and verbose, so pick right word is essencial.

      Every time, I finish one essay, I must feel my English ability is not as good as a college student should be. It really make me depressed.  Anyway, it seems my brain cells destined to suicide, I hope thier sacrifice could be valuable.